So I sat down today to calculate how much I would need by the first to pay my bills, and let me tell you I was not happy with the results. It’s been a rough week with taxes and me owing $500, and on top of that spraining  my ankle so making work for me much harder to do. I couldn’t even stand on it for a while, it was hurting so bad!! So anyhow, it turns out I need about $1,358 for my bills by the 1st. Pretty outrageous especially since after the money goes through that I owe for taxes, I will then have ALMOST $200 in my bank account. So this is where I need your help! Not only will you be helping me, you will get something in return!  For $5 donated, you will get 5 custom pictures. $20 and you will get a 10 minute custom video (no vagina play requests though, I like to keep it tame in the videos). $30 and you will get a signed copy of either Score or Voluptuous, your choice. Both of which I am on the cover!! If you just feel like donating because you love me, I also have a chipin I started. Every little bit helps!! I really need your help here guys!! I can also do skype shows, but not for another week or so . Anyway, here’s to hoping I pull this off!! Thanks to everyone who has already donated, I really appreciate the help!! Muah!!

Donation help

I got a wonderful surprise in the mail recently. I had received a magazine in the mail that was in white packaging so I could not see what was inside. It was the same as the kind of packaging that my Voluptuous magazine came in. I was a bit confused, thought I had ordered another one and had forgotten about it. When I got back into my apartment, I opened it. Low and behold, me on the cover of Score! I had no idea they were even going to put me in the Score magazine, let alone on the cover! I was literally jumping up and down because I was so excited! I don’t know how hard it is to make a cover since this is my first time modeling for a magazine, but from what I hear it is quite an accomplishment. I only hope that my popularity will continue to rise! I also cannot wait to work for Score again, hoping that will happen! I’d say the first time working for them was a success . The issue I am in is the July issue and I cannot wait for it to hit stands!! I also want to thank my friends and fans that supported and encouraged me to go model for Score, that was definitely a great decision! I can only hope for more great things to come!

So I am visiting my sister in Missouri this week for a nice little get away. Today I am at work with her, so while watching her work I figured I’d update on here! I got here Wednesday. It was a long trip so I was glad when I finally made it here. Tonight we’re going to a hockey game which I am psyched to do! I love going to hockey games, so much fun! Tomorrow we are going out on the town and gonna dance it up! I’ll be sure to get pictures! So usually I work when I’m out of town, but this trip I don’t have any shoots. So I get to just have fun with my sister! Everyone is so nice so far. Tonight we’re also going to go to dinner at On the Border. I love that restaurant. I think I also might get my eyebrows threaded today. I know that sounds weird, but it’s a girly thing to do so I’m slightly excited for it. Sorry this blog is so scattered, I think I might still partly be asleep.  But I miss you all and I will cam when I can!

So as most of you know, pets are very near and dear to my heart. Unfortunately on Monday, we had to put my family dog Saide down. I dreaded the day that this would eventually come. It was very hard and I did a lot of crying. I had this dog for 12 years, and she was one of my best friends. It had gotten too rough for her to stay alive, she was suffering and very old for her breed. She had a tumor bigger than a tennis ball above her paw. We also believe her kidney’s were shutting down and her hips were about to go out as well. Performing any surgery in order to try to keep her alive would have been selfish, it was her time. It saddens me to say that, because the unrealistic part of me wanted to believe that she would live forever! I am just happy she is in a better place now and not hurting. The grieving is tough and I just try to stay positive and think of the future. My dog Merci, I still have thank god. She however has seemed depressed, her and Saide were dear friends. When I took her over to my parents the night we had to put Saide down, Merci immediately was looking for her. When she couldn’t find her, she just sulked in the corner all night. Some of you might think i’m crazy, but my pets are my family too! I did take Merci to the dog park yesterday to try to get her around some more dogs and play. She seemed to like it, though she was more into sniffing around than playing. Merci is old too so she’s not very playful but she has her moments! I also want to say thank you to those who follow me on twitter and gave me thoughtful words in my time of grieving. I really do appreciate all of you!

The day before we had to put her down

As soon as I got home from NYC, I checked my mail and found a magazine wrapped in plastic. It wasn’t see through so I was confused as to what it was. When I got up to my apartment I opened it right away. Low and behold it was Voluptuous magazine from Score!! Not only that, who do I see on the cover?! ME! I cannot even begin to express how excited I was to see this. I immediately called my parents right away wanting to tell someone. I looked through the magazine and found 8 pages of pictures of me. I had no idea what I would think of the outcome once I saw the magazine, but I must admit, I was impressed and very happy with the results. It made me feel real special and important. The photographer took some great pictures!  I checked to see if the magazine was up for sale yet on the site so I could order it for some of my very loyal fans. It isn’t up yet but I’m guessing that it will be next month. I can’t wait for you all to see it!! I also can’t wait to do another shoot. I hope that I will get that chance to do another one. I had a lot of fun while I was there, and the outcome was definitely worth it! I have never been in a magazine before, let alone on the cover. So here is a sneak peak to the cover. Let me know what you think!!

So while on my NYC trip strolling through the city, I came across a window with the Beagle Freedom Project on it. It was a store that when you bought a shirt with the logo on it, all the money would go to the organization. I cannot even begin to tell you how psyched I was to see this! Unfortunately, they were closed so I was unable to go in and purchase a shirt. If you read my previous posts, or know me on a personal level, you know how strongly I think of this organization and how near and dear it is to my heart. I myself own a beagle, who was formally abused, so I have a major soft spot for beagles. Anyway, this was one of the highlights of my trip, it definitely touched my heart to see this support for this organization. I plan on looking online to see if maybe I can find a shirt to purchase.

So today I had a shoot with Cosmid, and I think it went great. We have decided the pictures we took will be used for my website, which from what I hear is coming soon! I’ve been waiting AGES for this so I cannot wait until it is up!! We had a lot of fun doing the shoot, not to add the hotel was very nice! We did a shoot on the couch and on the bed, and some in the bathroom. My favorite set was the one we did on the bed. I wore pink and had some knee high socks on, and put my hair in pigtails…Even did some toe touches, which I have not done since I was a cheerleader about 8 years ago..Can’t say I’m so good at them now, but it was a lot of fun! It was kind of a silly shoot but I think that the pictures will turn out great. I also got my friend Sue to model, who is now on the Cosmid site as well. We also did a set together on the bed, which I think the pictures of her and I will turn out to be very sexy! I’m really excited for it all to come out and for everyone to see. Hopefully soon it will be up. I don’t know if I can bear waiting much longer!!

I know 2012 has only just begun, but I’ve been thinking about making calendars for a while now. I think now would be the perfect time to start, so that they are all ready for 2013. So here is where I also ask for your input on the matter. Would you buy a calendar? And if so, what would you like to see in it? I am really excited about this idea an definitely ready to start shooting pictures. I was thinking of taking pictures every month for it, to make sure it was in relation to the seasons. Though with winter how it is (not really much of a winter), I might have to improvise. Next, I’ll have to learn how to actually make calendars, haha. I don’t think Walmart, or other calendar companies would be cool with printing my “sexy” pictures. So let me know what YOU would like to see in the calendar, so I can do my best to accommodate everybody’s wishes!

Some of you may already know, but if not, I am now on Streamate as well. When I’m on cam, you can access my room through this blog by clicking “enter webcam“. My name on Streamate is MelissaM34G. I’m still new to the site so I’m still getting used to everything there. I like it so far though! As of now I don’t have a set schedule on there, but I plan on trying to come on regularly, or as much as I can. I know some of you watch me on my other cam sites that I’m on, so I hope that you’ll visit me here as well! And if you are already a member on Streamate, do not hesitate to give me any tips and/or tricks, as being on a new site it gets a little confusing in the beginning with getting to know the system. I hope to see you all over on Streamate in my room!

I was recently contacted by the owner of the website Bedfordslims.com, and he made me an offer to work with him. I was rather excited about this because I used to smoke electronic cigarettes, but had stopped. I had been thinking about going back to it and quitting cigarettes all together. With the new year being here and all, sounds like a perfect resolution! I agreed to advertise and make videos for him, and smoke his electronic cigarettes on cam. I was a little worried because I tend to be a little picky about the e-cig flavors. When I received mine in the mail from him and tried it, I instantly liked it. They work great, and taste great! It also helps that their design is pretty cool. My favorite color is green, and mine lights up green!! If most of you know me, I’m rather easily entertained and excited..So you can only imagine how excited I was about it being green. They have 3 different flavors. Menthol, tobacco and dark roast. Some things that I was told about them, is the menthol actually have a mint freshness that actually freshens your breath, and the dark roast has caffeine in it. I had never heard of that! No time for a cup of coffee? Just puff on the dark roast! I thought that was pretty amazing. So for all my cigarette lovers out there looking to quit, cut down,  or even try something new, I STRONGLY recommend Bedford Slims. I was also assigned a coupon code that I was given to give out to all my fans. If you decide to order, and just type in 34G in the coupon area, you get 5% off. Soon I plan on starting some of these advertising videos so keep your eyes open for them coming up!! Talk soon, and Happy New Year everyone!